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Color Quiz Results for December 2007

    http://www.colorquiz.com. The last time I took this was when I was about to move to Palawan. This time I thought of taking it again, since personality tests help me reflect and contemplate on my current situation. I asked Cherry and Chico to take this last night and they both freaked out because they say that the results were fairly accurate.

My Results:

Peachy Lardizabal's Existing Situation

    Volatile and outgoing. Needs to feel that events are developing along desired lines, otherwise irritation can lead to changeability or superficial activities.

Peachy Lardizabal's Stress Sources

    Delights in the tasteful, the gracious, and the sensitive, but maintains her attitude of critical appraisal and refuses to be swept off her feet unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore keeps a strict and watchful control on her emotional relationships as she must know exactly where she stands. Demands complete sincerity as a protection against her own tendency to be too trusting.

Peachy Lardizabal's Restrained Characteristics

    Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.

    Has high emotional demands and is willing to involve herself in a close relationship, but not with any great depth of feeling.

    Believes that she is not receiving her share--that she is neither properly understood or adequately appreciated. Feels that she is being compelled to conform, and close relationships leave her without any sense of emotional involvement.

    Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating.

Peachy Lardizabal's Desired Objective

    Seeks freedom from problems and a secure state of physical ease in which to relax and recover.

Peachy Lardizabal's Actual Problem

    Wishes to safeguard herself against criticism and to entrench herself in a stable and secure position; but is herself inclined to be critical of others and difficult to please.

                            

Bill Gates's Address to Harvard Class of 2007

    I got this from Cathy's blog, and was touched just as she was. The fact that the whole speech was Bill Gates's gave me goosebumps. I can't help reposting it. It really is inspiring!

BILL GATES’S ADDRESS TO HARVARD CLASS OF 2007

    President Bok, former President Rudenstine, incoming President Faust, members of the Harvard Corporation and the Board of Overseers, members of the faculty, parents, and especially, the graduates:

    I've been waiting more than 30 years to say this: "Dad, I always told you I'd come back and get my degree."

    I want to thank Harvard for this timely honor. I'll be changing my job next year . and it will be nice to finally have a college degree on my resume.

    I applaud the graduates today for taking a much more direct route to your degrees. For my part, I'm just happy that the Crimson has called me "Harvard's most successful dropout." I guess that makes me valedictorian of my own special class . I did the best of everyone who failed.

    But I also want to be recognized as the guy who got Steve Ballmer to drop out of business school. I'm a bad influence. That's why I was invited to speak at your graduation. If I had spoken at your orientation, fewer of you might be here today.

    Harvard was just a phenomenal experience for me. Academic life was fascinating. I used to sit in on lots of classes I hadn't even signed up for. And dorm life was terrific. I lived up at Radcliffe, in Currier House. There were always lots of people in my dorm room late at night discussing things, because everyone knew I didn't worry about getting up in the morning. That's how I came to be the leader of the anti-social group. We clung to each other as a way of validating our rejection of all those social people.

    Radcliffe was a great place to live. There were more women up there, and  most of the guys were science-math types. That combination offered me the best odds, if you know what I mean. This is where I learned the sad lesson  that improving your odds doesn't guarantee success.

    One of my biggest memories of Harvard came in January 1975, when I made a call from Currier House to a company in Albuquerque that had begun making the world's first personal computers. I offered to sell them software. I worried that they would realize I was just a student in a dorm and hang up on me. Instead they said: "We're not quite ready, come see us in a month," which was a good thing, because we hadn't written the software yet. From that moment, I worked day and night on this little extra credit project that marked the end of my college education and the beginning of a remarkable journey with Microsoft.

    What I remember above all about Harvard was being in the midst of so much energy and intelligence. It could be exhilarating, intimidating, sometimes even discouraging, but always challenging. It was an amazing privilege - and though I left early, I was transformed by my years at Harvard, the friendships I made, and the ideas I worked on.

    But taking a serious look back. I do have one big regret. I left Harvard with no real awareness of the awful inequities in the world - the appalling disparities of health, and wealth, and opportunity that condemn millions of people to lives of despair.

    I learned a lot here at Harvard about new ideas in economics and politics. I got great exposure to the advances being made in the sciences. But humanity's greatest advances are not in its discoveries - but in how those discoveries are applied to reduce inequity. Whether through democracy, strong public education, quality health care, or broad economic opportunity - reducing inequity is the highest human achievement.

    I left campus knowing little about the millions of young people cheated out of educational opportunities here in this country. And I knew nothing about the millions of people living in unspeakable poverty and disease in developing countries.

    It took me decades to find out.

    You graduates came to Harvard at a different time. You know more about the world's inequities than the classes that came before. In your years here, I hope you've had a chance to think about how - in this age of accelerating technology - we can finally take on these inequities, and we can solve them.

    Imagine, just for the sake of discussion, that you had a few hours a week and a few dollars a month to donate to a cause - and you wanted to spend that time and money where it would have the greatest impact in saving and improving lives. Where would you spend it?

    For Melinda and for me, the challenge is the same: how can we do the most good for the greatest number with the resources we have.

    During our discussions on this question, Melinda and I read an article about the millions of children who were dying every year in poor countries from diseases that we had long ago made harmless in this country. Measles, malaria, pneumonia, hepatitis B, yellow fever. One disease I had never even heard of, rotavirus, was killing half a million kids each year - none of them in the United States.

    We were shocked. We had just assumed that if millions of children were dying and they could be saved, the world would make it a priority to discover and deliver the medicines to save them. But it did not. For under a dollar, there were interventions that could save lives that just weren't being delivered.

    If you believe that every life has equal value, it's revolting to learn that some lives are seen as worth saving and others are not. We said to ourselves: "This can't be true. But if it is true, it deserves to be the priority of our giving."

    So we began our work in the same way anyone here would begin it. We asked: "How could the world let these children die?"

    The answer is simple, and harsh. The market did not reward saving the lives of these children, and governments did not subsidize it. So the children died because their mothers and their fathers had no power in the market and no voice in the system.

    But you and I have both.

    We can make market forces work better for the poor if we can develop a more creative capitalism - if we can stretch the reach of market forces so that more people can make a profit, or at least make a living, serving people who are suffering from the worst inequities. We also can press governments around the world to spend taxpayer money in ways that better reflect the values of the people who pay the taxes.

    If we can find approaches that meet the needs of the poor in ways that generate profits for business and votes for politicians, we will have found a sustainable way to reduce inequity in the world. This task is open-ended. It can never be finished. But a conscious effort to answer this challenge will change the world.

    I am optimistic that we can do this, but I talk to skeptics who claim there is no hope. They say: "Inequity has been with us since the beginning, and will be with us till the end - because people just . don't . care." I  completely disagree.

    I believe we have more caring than we know what to do with. All of us here in this Yard, at one time or another, have seen human tragedies that broke our hearts, and yet we did nothing - not because we didn't care, but because we didn't know what to do. If we had known how to help, we would have acted.

    The barrier to change is not too little caring; it is too much complexity. To turn caring into action, we need to see a problem, see a solution, and see the impact. But complexity blocks all three steps.

    Even with the advent of the Internet and 24-hour news, it is still a complex enterprise to get people to truly see the problems. When an airplane crashes, officials immediately call a press conference. They promise to investigate, determine the cause, and prevent similar crashes in the future.

    But if the officials were brutally honest, they would say: "Of all the people in the world who died today from preventable causes, one half of one percent of them were on this plane. We're determined to do everything possible to solve the problem that took the lives of the one half of one percent."

    The bigger problem is not the plane crash, but the millions of preventable deaths.

    We don't read much about these deaths. The media covers what's new - and millions of people dying is nothing new. So it stays in the background, where it's easier to ignore. But even when we do see it or read about it, it's difficult to keep our eyes on the problem. It's hard to look at suffering if the situation is so complex that we don't know how to help. And so we look away.

    If we can really see a problem, which is the first step, we come to the second step: cutting through the complexity to find a solution. Finding solutions is essential if we want to make the most of our caring. If we have clear and proven answers anytime an organization or individual asks "How can I help?," then we can get action - and we can make sure that none of the caring in the world is wasted. But complexity makes it hard to mark a path of action for everyone who cares - and that makes it hard for their caring to matter.

    Cutting through complexity to find a solution runs through four predictable stages: determine a goal, find the highest-leverage approach, discover the ideal technology for that approach, and in the meantime, make the smartest application of the technology that you already have - whether it's something sophisticated, like a drug, or something simpler, like a bednet.

    The AIDS epidemic offers an example. The broad goal, of course, is to end the disease. The highest-leverage approach is prevention. The ideal technology would be a vaccine that gives lifetime immunity with a single dose. So governments, drug companies, and foundations fund vaccine research. But their work is likely to take more than a decade, so in the meantime, we have to work with what we have in hand - and the best prevention approach we have now is getting people to avoid risky behavior.

    Pursuing that goal starts the four-step cycle again. This is the pattern. The crucial thing is to never stop thinking and working - and never do what we did with malaria and tuberculosis in the 20th century - which is to surrender to complexity and quit.

    The final step - after seeing the problem and finding an approach - is to measure the impact of your work and share your successes and failures so that others learn from your efforts.

    You have to have the statistics, of course. You have to be able to show that a program is vaccinating millions more children. You have to be able to show a decline in the number of children dying from these diseases. This is essential not just to improve the program, but also to help draw more investment from business and government.

    But if you want to inspire people to participate, you have to show more than numbers; you have to convey the human impact of the work - so people can feel what saving a life means to the families affected.

    I remember going to Davos some years back and sitting on a global health panel that was discussing ways to save millions of lives. Millions! Think of the thrill of saving just one person's life - then multiply that by millions.  Yet this was the most boring panel I've ever been on - ever. So boring even I couldn't bear it.

    What made that experience especially striking was that I had just come from an event where we were introducing version 13 of some piece of software, and we had people jumping and shouting with excitement. I love getting people excited about software - but why can't we generate even more excitement for saving lives?

    You can't get people excited unless you can help them see and feel the impact. And how you do that - is a complex question. Still, I'm optimistic. Yes, inequity has been with us forever, but the new tools we have to cut through complexity have not been with us forever. They are new - they can help us make the most of our caring - and that's why the future can be different from the past.

    The defining and ongoing innovations of this age - biotechnology, the computer, the Internet - give us a chance we've never had before to end extreme poverty and end death from preventable disease.

    Sixty years ago, George Marshall came to this commencement and announced a plan to assist the nations of post-war Europe . He said: "I think one difficulty is that the problem is one of such enormous complexity that the very mass of facts presented to the public by press and radio make it exceedingly difficult for the man in the street to reach a clear appraisement of the situation. It is virtually impossible at this distance to grasp at all the real significance of the situation."

    Thirty years after Marshall made his address, as my class graduated without me, technology was emerging that would make the world smaller, more open, more visible, less distant.

    The emergence of low-cost personal computers gave rise to a powerful network that has transformed opportunities for learning and communicating. The magical thing about this network is not just that it collapses distance and makes everyone your neighbor. It also dramatically increases the number of brilliant minds we can have working together on the same problem - and that scales up the rate of innovation to a staggering degree.

    At the same time, for every person in the world who has access to this technology, five people don't. That means many creative minds are left out of this discussion -- smart people with practical intelligence and relevant experience who don't have the technology to hone their talents or contribute their ideas to the world.

    We need as many people as possible to have access to this technology, because these advances are triggering a revolution in what human beings can do for one another. They are making it possible not just for national governments, but for universities, corporations, smaller organizations, and even individuals to see problems, see approaches, and measure the impact of their efforts to address the hunger, poverty, and desperation George Marshall spoke of 60 years ago.

    Members of the Harvard Family: Here in the Yard is one of the great collections of intellectual talent in the world.

    What for?

    There is no question that the faculty, the alumni, the students, and the benefactors of Harvard have used their power to improve the lives of people here and around the world. But can we do more? Can Harvard dedicate its intellect to improving the lives of people who will never even hear its name?

    Let me make a request of the deans and the professors - the intellectual leaders here at Harvard: As you hire new faculty, award tenure, review curriculum, and determine degree requirements, please ask yourselves, "Should our best minds be dedicated to solving our biggest problems? Should Harvard encourage its faculty to take on the world's worst inequities? Should Harvard students learn about the depth of global poverty - the prevalence of world hunger, the scarcity of clean water, the girls kept out of school, the children who die from diseases we can cure? Should the world's most privileged people learn about the lives of the world's least privileged?"

    These are not rhetorical questions - you will answer with your policies. My mother, who was filled with pride the day I was admitted here - never stopped pressing me to do more for others. A few days before my wedding, she hosted a bridal event, at which she read aloud a letter about marriage that she had written to Melinda. My mother was very ill with cancer at the time, but she saw one more opportunity to deliver her message, and at the close of the letter she said: "From those to whom much is given, much is expected." When you consider what those of us here in this Yard have been given - in talent, privilege, and opportunity - there is almost no limit to what the world has a right to expect from us.

    In line with the promise of this age, I want to exhort each of the graduates here to take on an issue - a complex problem, a deep inequity, and become a specialist on it. If you make it the focus of your career, that would be phenomenal. But you don't have to do that to make an impact. For a few hours every week, you can use the growing power of the Internet to get informed, find others with the same interests, see the barriers, and find ways to cut through them.

    Don't let complexity stop you. Be activists. Take on the big inequities. It will be one of the great experiences of your lives.

    You graduates are coming of age in an amazing time. As you leave Harvard, you have technology that members of my class never had. You have awareness of global inequity, which we did not have. And with that awareness, you likely also have an informed conscience that will torment you if you abandon these people whose lives you could change with very little effort. You have more than we had; you must start sooner, and carry on longer.

    Knowing what you know, how could you not?

    And I hope you will come back here to Harvard 30 years from now and reflect on what you have done with your talent and your energy. I hope you will judge yourselves not on your professional accomplishments alone, but also on how well you have addressed the world's deepest inequities, on how well  you treated people a world away who have nothing in common with you but their humanity.

    Good luck.

Blogging After Two Months??

    I've already given up on trying to blog... I mean writing a real blog. I've accepted the fact that I just don't have the time to gather, fix and compose my thoughts and then write about in the same way I did before. I've been telling everyone that I'm giving myself two months... it looks like I should change that to three. Alright, three months! By the end of October, I shall rest... And I'll be the best BUM I could ever be! Hahaha!

Some Quotes and Realizations

    Right now I can only afford to jot down all those quotes and forwards by text or by email, simply because I really love them, and had it been different for me, had I had the time, I'd comment and blog about them. Let's see... maybe three months from now, I could do that. Let's just see. In the meantime, I'll leave all these as they were... quotes and forwards!

From Ben:

    "Funny how we tr to convince ourselves and look forward to every milestone that life would be better... And we get frustrated everytime... Truth is, there is no better time to be happy than now. If not, then when? Our life will always be full of challenges. It is better to admit as much and to decide to be happy, in spite of it all. There isn't any road to happiness. Happiness is the road. Enjoy every moment!"

'Out With the Old, In With the New'

    That's what my horoscope today said my motto should be. Well, hell yah!
"Try new things"... I think I really did that big time!

"In Detail: You are about to enter a very sweet and worry-free time in your life, when having fun and feeling good are all you need to worry about. This is a great time to begin exploring a new hobby, interest or career opportunity that you have been thinking about. 'Out with the old and in with the new' should be your motto right now. Your brain is open wide to new ideas and new ways of doing things. Stepping out of your comfort zone has never felt so good, so take a bit of a walk on the wild side!

    I remember a blog I wrote about two years ago which was about going beyond your comfort zones and how doing so really defines what kind of a person you are. And it really feels good (and funny) that somehow, my attempts in doing just that were all pretty successful. In the last one and half years I've found myself in four extreme situations, exploring the different sides of me:

1) The Workaholic Account Executive - who wore stilettos and Oxfords running from one meeting to another and having to deal to with a Miranda Priestly-like boss. All the hard work paid off though when I got my employee evaluation, my bonus and my raise. And it felt good!

2) The Rocker Chic - who sang on stage with Session Road during the Cartoon Network Rock Party.

3) The Silver Gloves Champion - who devoted 4 hours a day, six days a week for boxing training just to reach her goal and get that trophy.

And now I have become...

4) The Dainty Dalagang Filipina - what thuh??? Hahaha! Fine, I'm still working on it.

    I have to admit, it took me quite some time to fully embrace my fate. I really thought that my stay here in Palawan would be such a drag considering that dancing and being girly were totally not my traits. It came to a point that I was sulking about it, and that I cried myself to sleep. But now I find myself loving it and actually having fun! I'm really hoping I'd do well in this. I know I'm not that good yet but I'm surely making some progress.

    In many many ways, I'm really thankful for all my new friends in the PSU Dance Troupe! Without them, I'd surely be lost... and stuck... and miserable.

(to be continued...)

The Tongue Can Be Your Worst Enemy!

    Here's another one... also from Derrick. Thanks for the forwards, man! Ang senti ko yata ngayon eh! Hahaha.

Your words, your dreams, and your thoughts have
power to create conditions in your life.

What you speak about, you can bring about.
If you keep saying you can't stand your job,
you might lose your job.

If you keep saying you can't stand your body,
your body can become sick.

If you keep saying you can't stand your car,
your car could be stolen or just stop operating.

If you keep saying you're broke, guess what?
You'll always be broke.

If you keep saying you can't trust people,
you'll always have someone in your life to hurt
and betray you.

If you keep saying you can't find a job,
you will remain unemployed.

If you keep saying you can't find someone
to love you or believe in you,
you will attract more experiences to confirm
your beliefs.

If you keep talking about a divorce or breaking up
then you might just end up with it.

Turn your thoughts and conversations around
to be more positive and power packed with
faith, hope, love and action.

Don't be afraid to believe that you can have
what you want and deserve.

Watch your Thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your Habits, they become character.
Watch your Character, it becomes your destiny.

The minute you settle for less than you deserve,
you get even less than you settle for.

The Facts of Life

    This came from Derrick in one of his forwards. Some parts are mushy, but I like them because they're very true!

The most destructive habit... Worry.

The greatest Joy... Giving.

The greatest loss... Loss of Self-respect.

The most satisfying work... Helping Others.

The ugliest personality trait... Selfishness.

The most endangered species... Dedicated Leaders.

Our greatest natural resource... Our Youth.

The greatest "shot in the arm"... Encouragement.

The greatest problem to overcome... Fear.

The most effective sleeping pill... Peace of mind.

The most crippling failure disease... Excuses.

The most powerful force in life... Love.

The most dangerous pariah... A gossiper.

The world's most incredible computer... The Brain.

The worst thing to be without... Hope.

The deadliest weapon... The Tongue.

The two most power-filled words... I Can.

The greatest asset... Faith.

The most worthless emotion... Self-pity.

The most beautiful attire... A Smile.

The most prized possession... Integrity.

The most contagious spirit... Enthusiasm.

It's Great to Be Back

    I've only just arrived and I have to schedule a flight back again?? Awww... oh well, I just want to get that off my back so I can make the most out of my stay in Manila. It's really great to be back! I'm so excited to box! I'm also so excited to see all my friends!

    Monchu and I finally got to watch Spiderman 3. It was such a hassle back in April when I had to leave knowing that I'd miss out on a lot of blockbuster movies. So now, Monchu and I intend to watch them all! We watched the last full show of Spiderman 3 last night at Gateway. Gosh! I missed Gateway!! Hahaha. And the movie was great! Watching the movie brought back memories of those countless hours of working on our Spiderman 3 promotion for Maxx's different clients, especially Jollibee!

    Speaking of Jollibee, our Ben 10 toys are out!! You all should go and get them!

    Going back to movies, we're looking forward to watching Shrek the 3rd, Zodiac, Ocean's 13 and Pirates of the Caribbean!

Acceptance

   

"It is in the knowledge of the genuine conditions of our lives that we must draw our strength to live and our reasons for living." - Simone de Beauvoir

    What a beautiful expression of profundity of acceptance of our lives! Sometimes we are so busy rushing around that we do not take the time simply to accept who we are and what we have. Paradoxically, it is in that full acceptance that our lives then move on.

    Our lives do have meaning... just as they are. It is our illusions that rob us of meaning, not our reality. When I accept my reality, I claim my strength and reasons for living.

    My life is what it is. It may change, and right now it is what it is.

Thank God My Mom Graduated Top of Her Class in Finishing School!

     My grandparents made sure all their daughters, besides getting a bachelor's degree, would be educated in finishing school which was the "in" thing among young women back in the days. It's similar to today's charm school, but they offered much more, such as shorthand writing, typing, fashion, etiquette and cooking. My mom said she was never the "academic" and nerdy type, but she enjoyed finishing school so much she graduated top of her class!

    I'm glad that whatever training my Mom had, plus her upbringing, she passed on to us. I'm thankful that at a very young age, my Mom taught me proper etiquette. She taught me how to set the table, the different ways of serving and dining, and how to use the different utensils, which is why using these just comes out naturally now. I'm comfortable with either blue plate, English or Russian style of dining, and I know I can still eat with chopsticks or with my hands! She taught me how to choose the right linen, how to pick furniture, how to appreciate the arts and the finer things in life. At least I know I'll never have cheap-looking tablecloth and table napkins! And I'll never have bedsheets and curtains that look like the tablecloth from the carinderia across the street! (Okay, Gem is laughing right now because she knows who's gulity of this!)

    I'm glad I know how to eat. I'll never slurp my soup! (Okay, Gem, your laughing again!)

    More on this when I get bored again... My mind is floating. Now back to studying!

    Maybe next time I'd blog about Total Quality Management and Systems Thinking!

Busy, Busy, Busy

    And I thought I'd have a swell slow time here in Palawan!! I'm swarmed with stuff to do!!!

    Oh well, I think it's really just me... I'm a work-magnet! And as Niña, my cousin, told me before, "Stress is your fuel, Peach!" Argh. I'm starting to agree with her.

    Well, wish me luck everyone! I'm helping my uncle and aunt in their Master's Project by fixing all their materials, multimedia and powerpoint presentations, basically everything they need for the series of talks that they are conducting here in Palawan. I believe I inherited this task from Cherry, my sister, who is the one helping them in their work in Florida. And it's pretty interesting since I'm actually getting inspired to pursue maybe a master's degree in management myself... when I'm there in the US already.

    I've got several exams to review for too! I remember I didn't pressure myself as much before in UP Manila nor in St. Paul Pasig, but now, there's a personal pressure not just to pass, but to really excel! Why? Because everyone here knows my family! And they are known to excel in school and in their work! MY god! The expectations in being a Lardizabal is high, but I have to admit, it's quite fun! I only had three mistakes in my exam last week, not on the objective parts but on the essays, which in general is pretty good. But no! I don't want to have any mistakes next time!! Is that bad? Hahaha.

    Okay, back to work, Peachy!

What Tarot Card Are You?

    This is cool! Monchu asked me to try this test, and it really is interesting. Here are my results:

19    


    You are The Sun

    Happiness, Content, Joy.

    The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.

    Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.

    The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.

    You can take the test and find out yours at http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/ . Enjoy!

50 Things About Me

I saw this post by Gale which said, "If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you!" So I decided to just post it on my blog, since I haven't blogged in a long time. This whole rushing and moving to Palawan, and now, settling and then being a family person once again is talking so much of my personal - my "Peachy" - time. But it's all good! I know this is sort of another recollection and retreat for me.

1. How tall are you barefoot?
>> 5 feet and 6.5 inches

2. Have you ever smoked?
>> Tried learning, but all those who tried teaching me gave up. I hopeless, they say.

3. Do you own a gun?
>> I inherited one.

4. Do you hate someone right now?
>> Don't we all? Yah, this bitch who lies, cheats, has no principles in life (right Gem?) and has no breeding (right Bliss?).

5. Do you get nervous before "meeting the parents"?
>> I think so...

6. What do you think of hot dogs?
>> I prefer burgers more.

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
>> O Holy Night

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
>> Water

9. Can you do push ups?
>> Yes, I can finally do boy push-ups!

10. Is your bathroom clean?
>> Of course!

11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
>> My trusty pair of pearl earings

12. Do you like painkillers?
>> I'm a Flanax addict!

13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
>> A really nice behind

14. Do you own a knife?
>> Not yet...

15. Do you have H.I.V?
>> Definitely not!

16. Middle initial?
>> R

17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment.
>> (1) Hug Monchu
>> (2) Kiss Monchu
>> (3) Eat a Mc Donalds Quarter Pounder

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately.
>> (1) A pair of 10-pound weights
>> (2) A set of Jollibee's Spiderman Toys for the kids here at home
>> (3) A can of A&W Cream Soda for a weekend treat

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
>> (1) Water
>> (2) Iced Tea
>> (3) Pepsi

20. What time did you wake up?
>> 7:00 am, I'm at a "boot camp"

22. Current worry?
>> Paying my bills

23.Current hate?
>> Insects

24. Favorite place to be?
>> My room in Manila

25. Least favorite place to be?
>> In the middle of Manila traffic

26. Where would you like to go now?
>> To the gym

27. Do you own slippers?
>> Yes

28. What shirt are you wearing?
>> A sleeveless top, as usual

29. Do you burn or tan?
>> Tan... Only when my skin cooperates and absorbs light!

30. Favorite color?
>> Aqua

31. Would you like to be a pirate?
>> Nah!

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
>> During my despidida

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
>> Songs from the different musicals

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
>> The Boogedy Man

35.What's in your pocket right now?
>> I don't have one

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
>> Will Farrell's "The Landlord"

37. Best bed sheet you had as a child?
>> Tickle's Pillow Case

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
>> I pulled my hamstring less than a year ago

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
>> 2

41. Who is your loudest friend?
>> Isa (Hey, Isa, I miss you na!)

42.Who is your most silent friend?
>> I can't think of any, because they all talk a lot!

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
>> I'd like to think so! Hahaha. Kidding.

44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
>> I hardly see any

45. What is your favorite book?
>> Griffin and Sabine

46. What is your favorite candy?
>> Reeses

47. What song do you want played at your wedding?
>> I have no idea yet. I definitely want to have a string quartet though!

49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
>> Fixing my room

50. What was the First thing you did today?
>> Hit the shower

Will Farrell's The Landlord is Sooo Cute and Funny!

    At first I was wondering why they even featured it on the news, but when I viewed it and watched it, oh my! It was so cute! Imagine, it hit 10 million views in just a matter of days!

    Here's the link: http://sjl.funnyordie.com/v1/view_video.php?viewkey=3efbc24c7d2583be6925

My Red Corner Despedida

    I absolutely have no time to blog and tell how my weekend went. I don't think I'll ever have the time to do that from now till I move to Palawan. Oh well, I'll catch up with that next time. For now, I'm sharing the pictures first.

    I uploded them at my second friendster account's photo albums at http://jhoanna_lardi.blogs.friendster.com/photos/my_despedida/index.html. Friends, enjoy!

On Zodiac Signs - I'm "The Partner for Life" While Monchu is "The One That Waits"

    How timely! Someone sent this to Monchu last night, and it amused us. Hmm... very interesting...

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    Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist.

VIRGO - The One that Waits
    Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only.

SCORPIO - The Addict
    EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

LIBRA - The Lame One
    Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... you might end up crying...

ARIES - The Liar
    Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
    Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, but will knock your lights out.

GEMINI - Irresistible
    Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the ?you know where?... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - The Lion
    Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

CANCER - The Cutie
    MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, but will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
    Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way.Very popular. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
    Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

TAURUS - The Tramp
    Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with.
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    So have you checked yours?

    And speaking of zodiac signs, I just checked my Friendster Horoscope, after a long time of not paying attention to any, and read this:

Friendster Horoscope for April 11, 2007
The Bottom Line
    Stop working so hard! Give yourself a break today -- spend some time with friends.
In Detail
    The strict regimen you've been on lately may have yielded some impressive results at work or at school, but it's also left you with a lot less time to relax. Today, give yourself a bit of a break. Slow down and enjoy the benefits of all your hard work. Spend a little time with friends -- and a little money on yourself! Isn't there something you've been wanting to do but haven't had the time to do? Make the time today. You will be glad you did.

    Oh yah... Then on the 25th, I'll be taking a break from work for good! Aww. I'll surely miss being a workaholic. But I guess I really do need a break. I'll really make the most out of this one long vacation!

Color Quiz Results for March 2007

    Everytime something new comes up or something weird happens, I see to it that I take a personality test since it's one of those things that help me reflect on my life, what I've been doing about it and how I see it. I'm a very big fan of the Color Quiz. It never fails to be very close to accurate!

    Friends, I tell you... you better try this! http://www.colorquiz.com

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Peachy Lardizabal's Existing Situation
    Sensuous. Inclined to luxuriate in things which give gratification to the senses, but rejects anything tasteless, vulgar, or coarse.

Peachy Lardizabal's Stress Sources
    Feels she cannot control the situation to create the sense of belonging she needs, and so remains unwilling to place herself unreservedly in another's hands. Is resisting a condition or a relationship which she regards as a discouraging responsibility. Feels like has far more to offer and is likely to remain impatient and irritable until she has obtained all she feels she still lacks. The urge to get away from this unsatisfactory state leads to restlessness and instability.

Peachy Lardizabal's Restrained Characteristics
    Wants to broaden her fields of activity and insists that her hopes and ideas are realistic. Distressed by the fear that she may be prevented from doing what she wants; needs both peaceful conditions and quiet reassurance to restore her confidence.
    Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating.

Peachy Lardizabal's Desired Objective
    Considers the existing circumstances disagreeable and over-demanding. Refuses to allow anything to influence her point of view.

Peachy Lardizabal's Actual Problem - 1
    The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants drives her to the exploitation of all types of experience, so that she may categorically deny that any of them has any value. This destructive denigration becomes her method of concealing hopelessness and a profound sense of futility.

Peachy Lardizabal's Actual Problem - 2
    Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced considerable stress. She reacts by putting this down to a total lack of understanding on the part of others, and by adopting a scornful and defiant attitude.

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Conclusion

    This whole trip to Palawan then to Florida is really giving me so much mixed feelings! Too mixed to the point of confusion and sometimes, frustration. Oh well. Whatever it makes me feel, I do know that it'll be good for me. Good for me and my family. And in the end I'm really doing this for them. For my Dad and Mom, for Cherry, Chico and Coco, and for Monchu, of course.

    Be patient, Peachy, let things unfold and you'll see this is all for the best! Cheer up!

Things I Need Immediately

    I made a list of things I need to have right away. I do hope I have sufficient funds to get all of them. But receiving them as gifts would really really really be helpful too. (Ayan ha, nagpaparinig na ako!)

  1. Mountain/Beach Sandals
  2. Diving Mask and Snorkel
  3. External DVD Writer
  4. External Harddrive
  5. Black Everlast Beanie - Since Gem gave me this cool black Everlast tanktop, the Beanie looks just so nice with it!
  6. Stop Watch/ Timer
  7. School Binder and Notebooks
  8. Signpens and Pencils, Pentel Pens and Highlighters
  9. Headset
  10. Webcam for Laptop
  11. Training CDs and DVDs with nerdy topics
  12. Workout CDs/DVDs - I'm contemplating on getting that boxing video from Everlast, but it costs about P1,500. Sheesh!
  13. Speed Rope - I'm drooling over the new ones from Nike
  14. MP3 Player - The cheap ones from CD-R King are okay with me, since I plan to use them when I just go out for jogging or trekking anyway.   
  15. Alarm Clock - Since my alarm clock doesn't ring consistently anymore... or maybe I just sleep through it and turn it of in my sleep.
  16. Radio - But first I have to familiarize myself with the radio stations. I know nothing about them!
  17. Memory for my Phone - 512MB can do.
  18. Laptop Bag - Nike? I need a water-proof back-pack type one!
  19. Shorts!
  20. An underwater Camera
  21. Lots of Sunscreen

New Goals, New Life

    I'm really overwhelmed by everything that's been happening to me...

    I'm leaving. This is it. By Tuesday, I am submitting my resignation to my boss. A few weeks from now, I'll be a beach bum, while learning everything I have to know in preparation for my move to Florida. I'm getting myself three licenses next month: a driver's license, an open-water diver's license and if still possible and lucky, an amateur boxer's license. Whew! Can I do it? I hope I can. Other than these three, there's so much more to do, and I feel like the next five months is too short a time for me to learn all hat I need to know and do what I have to do. Oh well, let's just see.

    In five or six months, I'll finally be with my family in the US. That's after four long years of being alone. Oh my! I'm going to have a family again! I'm glad.

    I'm definitely going to miss Monchu. I'll be missing my barkada, my officemates and gymmates as well. I'm going to miss a lot of things! But like eveything else, I've got mixed feelings, and I can't help having butterflies in my stomach just thinking about them.

    Eleven months from now, Monchu and I will probably be in Florida, or San Francisco... well, wherever. I'm looking forward to that.

    For now, I just want to live life a day at a time. I want to make the most out whatever time I have left here. I want to do so much, and I hope I can achieve them all  one day!

Living a Happy Life

    It's really been a while since I last blogged. So I think it's just right to start off blogging with such a theme...

In Pursuit of Happiness

    The pursuit of happiness is one of the primary goals of all humans. This, along with life and liberty, was declared as an essential right in the US declaration of Independence.

    Every religion and philosophy has offered its pathway to happiness. Happiness is a state of mind and there are many paths to it.

    There are common prerequisites to sustained happiness as well as comon causes of unhappiness. These usually transcend all classifications of gender, age or race. There are other factors which are very individual specific. Happiness depends partly on external circumstance and partly on oneself.

Prerequisites of Happiness

  1. Good Health
  2. Sufficient Income to Meet Basic Needs
  3. Affection
  4. Productive Work or Activity
  5. Good Attitude and Self-Esteem
  6. Defined Goals

Happiness Enhancers

  1. Zest and Vitality
  2. Enjoyable Work
  3. Impersonal Interests

Causes of Unhappiness

  1. Lack of Any of the Basics of Life
  2. Failure to Achieve Goals
  3. Envy
  4. Relationship Problems
  5. Loneliness
  6. Fear of Opinion of Others

We Adopted a Baby This Week!

    Monchu and I had a lot of plans for the weekend: jogging around Araneta at 6:30 am, grab breakfast then go to Farmer's market to get some fruits and vegetables, and then to Shopwise to get some groceries. That never happened! Not on Saturday, nor on Sunday! Hahaha. I slept with a migraine last Friday evening and was squealing in pain the whole night that I hardly slept. There goes Saturday morning! On Saturday evening all the way till Sunday, Monchu and I had a Heroes marathon. That show's definitely addicting! We were hooked! So there goes our Sunday morning jog as well! Oh well, our attempt to having a healthy weekend flopped, again. We'll try again next week! And we'll just have to keep on trying!

    We're happy to have a visitor at home though! My Robles cousins asked me to adopt Kimba, their dog, for the week since they were doing some pest management in their compound. Kimba would definitely be safe and happy to stay with me for now!

    Having a spoiled chubby American Cocker Spaniel in my garage is good for me, I think! I like the idea of having a little buddy waiting by the gate and greeting you when you come home from work. I like the idea of having to feed a little friend, thinking if she enjoyed that meal I prepared for her. I like the idea of constantly thinking what she'd eat next, if she smells good or if shee needs another bath. Is she sleeping too much or does she need to walk or run somemore? Is she warm and comfortable enough with the blanket I gave her and with the rug I asked her to lie on? And is the distilled water she's drinking just right for her, since Tito Toto said she doesn't drink tap water and should only drink mineral water? I don't drink mineral water, just distilled!

    If I think and act this way towards my cousins' dog, what more if were my own dog? What more towards not just dogs, what more if it were my own children? 

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